wHy???

It's hard to move on when you know you can't forget the memories you have. Bad and good will always remain and will always haunt you. This is the feeling I am suffering right now. I know I must move on but the hardest part is that I don't know how to start...

Why I felt this kind of emotion??If ever I had a chance to stay forever with you I will do it,even you're not recognizing me.Martyrdom that we can call but what can I do..I am happy to be with him even just in my dreams and fantasy.

Why he always neglected me??Because he doesn't like me??Or were not meant to be?? Whatever the answer,will always hurt me because I'm in love with him..why they could not accept and understand what i felt for him???Is it hard to accept?

why..why..why???
Will I always ask this all my life?